When the Heart Knows More than the Mind

 First off: fuck. 

Secondly: Today was...ugh. 

Thirdly: Oh shit this is our first blog hiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

    Ok, context. So to start this off, this is going to be our shit-post, info-dump blog in which we word vomit our thoughts onto a page and actually publish it. Woooooooooo.

    The likelihood of anyone actually reading this is so slim to none but hey. If you're here welcome to the shit storm! /pos

    Ok, so today.

Side note: I say "ok" a lot.

    Today was...rough, to say the least. (Not me listening to the depressing songs on my playlist rn lmao) I woke up at 1:32. I had work at 2:00. Yaaaaaaaaaaay! /s I made it to work on time (fucking flew down the interstate at 80 in a 65) and clocked in at 2:01. Yay, wahoo. All that jazz. Work wasn't bad it was just...long. Idk. Maybe it was cause I had woken up thirty minutes before I went in?? But either way, it was fine. Only ate one legit meal today but that's fine too lol. (It was McDonald's) 

    The rough part came after. And like, it shouldn't be that big of a deal. But for some reason it is??? So, for the longest time (we'd read about it ages ago and thought it was legit) that FNAF the series was based on a series of real freak accidents involving the Fazbear Entertainment co. So, fun fact, whatever we read was a lie. And like, that hella sucks. But what makes it suck ass is that we were telling our friend about it, and things got kinda heated cause they wouldn't believe us and they thought we were shitting them when we genuinely weren't. And so like, that fucking hurt. But then I find out a section of the website where it says the website is for shits and giggles and I just. Idk like. That fucking hurt. Like this was something I had told people about and thought it was cool that it drew source from actual incidents but no. It wasn't real. It's just a game and the stuff we had read was fans having fun. And like. I didn't tell our friend that because I'm still taking that in but like. Damn. Idk why I'm taking this so hard. It's JUST A GAME. But like. Fuck man. This is legit hurting me. And to add to it our friend was worried that we were mad at them cause things got heated and like yes but we won't say that. Because I'm nonconfrontational lmao. But like then she asked if I was mad and I was like "nah" because I'm not I'm just. Ugh! Idk emotions are shit rn. But then she said that like she knew in her head that I wasn't mad but like she still felt a weight in her chest, and it was like her heart didn't believe it and I just thought, "damn, the heart knows what the head doesn't."  And ya know maybe it's cause I'm running on 14 hrs of sleep, a monster energy drink, and a number 4a from McDonald's but like. Shit man that thought hit me hard. So here I am, taking the initiative and writing our first blog. Our first blog which is legit a shit storm of me writing frantically as I have 7% battery left on my computer but yeah. It's here. And tbh? I feel a little better. Just hope I can sleep tonight lol. 

See you dudes later. Remember: you're loved, I promise.

~Michael~